okay so im not gona moan and groan about my lack of richard besides which there is now only 7 days to go before we are finally reunited and my god i am so happy! it feels like bloody christmas, except worse! i have all these ideas about what im gona do when i see him and how were gona spend next thursday lying in each others arms...
no instead this blog is actually about how my best friend is officially my best friend and how she darn well earns that title and this is generally me saying thankyou to her and how much i love her.
Despite our ups and downs becca is my little angel. Unlike everyone else in my life, my parents, my workmates and richard who have the ability to tame me when i get to out of hand (ie wingy, angry, paranoid or delirious) becca just accepts me the way i am, has a giggle to herself and lets me run wild and free. Its like no-one else would put up with all the "i miss richard" stuff she's had to put up with over the past few weeks. I cannot even think of all the pointless facts she now knows about him, an example of this would be...
"Becca did you know richard proper likes mushrooms, he says the more the merrier!"
Okay so to myself that piece of knowlege was exceptionally interesting and vital to the mind, yet to others i guess its not exactly that interesting. Yet where others would give me the blankest face they can pull becca simply nods her head with enthusiasm as if im telling her something shes always wondered about.
Its exactly this that i love about her.
Many people have called becca the "simplest" girl they know. And by this they mean always happy, give her a metro newspaper and an orange and shes as happy as larry. But not only does this apply to her life but it does to anyone elses and so me and emma her lucky bezzies have spent the past 7 years feeling like were living extremely important and interesting lifes, when the reality is most probably that all our issues are extremely dull...
I have had a rather grand becca filled day. Despite her being an hour late to mine (typical becca) i thouroughly (i cant spell that) enjoyed my day. We walked into Brighouse (my local town) and went shopping and bought loadsa baking stuff hehe. Then we baked them (no suprise there) well i baked cookies and she baked brownies and when we handed them out to my family nobody knew who'd done what and they all said how crap the brownies were and how great the cookies were lmfao. I hammered the piss outa her cos she wanted to write "JOHNY" in her the brownies. saddo. Baking cakes, its simple but effective. I can honestly say that today i am actually happy 
and thats all it took.
Richard wont let me bake with him, he says its for girls...
Anyways just after becca left he gave me a call, for once there was no talk of my paranoia which has subsided for at least one day. Instead we discussed whos more under the thumb (okay i know everyone must think its me, but from his point of view hes the one ringing me from america every day. And we discussed my cookies and what were gona do when he gets back and well it was nice, easy and nice.
However that is the last time i will properly spend time with my becca-boo cos unfortunately our shifts are conflicting for the next 3 days and on sunday i am finally going to stay with my grandma and grandad in liverpool untill wednesday night in which i will fall asleep and wake up to my amazing boyfriend. Its all gona be good. Besdies which it fits in rather well with the fact that i have absolutely no money. My grandma has warned me that my causen may well be there when i go and stop with them, they think i hate him lmao. Its only cos when he was younger he never used to like me so i didnt like him back but now hes soundish.. If all else fails ill take my laptop with me and watch sex and the city for hours on end.
Since richard left iv had 3 tasks..
1) to get fit (unfortunatly this has fallen through, notice the brownies and cookies) however i did go on a hour long walk today which i am rather proud of.
2) read all the harry potter books (this wont be happening since iv only read 2 chapters of the first) Have you seen the trailor for the half blood prince? soo gona see that!
3)watch every episode of sex and the city. (I have the entire box-set) although there is only a week left before his return and i am not yet halfway through it, i am ever faithful that i will complete this task. watching girlie box-sets is what i am best at anyhow.
Work for 3 more days :/ then i get a well deserved week off
anyway in apreciation of my bestfriend im just gona spend a bit of time thinking of all the things i can do with her which i cant do with my boyfriend no matter how amazingly good he is..
1)compare masterbation techniques
2)bake cakes
2)go proper shopping (without having to look in sports and games shops)
3)have victorian style picnics in the nearest library (i invited richard but he wasnt interested)
4)talk with enthusiasm about books and magazines weve read
5)show our excitement about going to uni (me em and bex are all off to leeds in sep when i mention it to richard he just moans about me leaving him which he sees as the ultimate comeback for his holiday, i on the otherhand simply cannot compare the two).
6)Dance shamelessly and sing for each other with a bodyspray as a microphone.
i think thats about it you know. i mean theres a lota other things that becca is awesome at like erm watching girlie programmes with me and stuff like that but erm tbh richard does that as well soo well.. hehe i guess the good thing is i love them both to bits. And im lucky to have just one of them never mind both (i am in such a good mood today and i have no idea why lol).
Anyways for my one and only becca. Thankyou and i love you. (she need never know that mind, it would only make her ego bigger)
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7 days to go until he comes back to me.
im currently on series 3 episode 6, out of six series's of sex and the city.
feeling fantabulous!!!!!!!!!!!!
which is ironic since my boyfriends on holiday. could it be that iv finally adapted to him having left me? could it be that just as he is due back i am getting used to the boring life without him? naaaa
till next time
